rolled out of bed one day. literally. the only thing i felt was the cold floor. my body was numb, my heart was so numb. i literally could not feel my heart beating inside my own body. i tried to pinch myself to see if i was still asleep. i didn’t feel the pinch, but i felt the cold floor on my face. yes. my face. too bad it wasn’t numb. it was one of those days God didn’t seem to exist for me. i made it to the shower only to sit down and let the water run over me. my tears were probably more water than the shower. the only words i could managed to squeak out were, “God, please, God.” still i didn’t feel him there.
missed class.
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